I was 5. My mum told my teachers I wasn’t culturally Chinese, despite me looking Chinese.
They paid this no mind and expected 5 year old me to perform as the token Chinese girl and teach my class to count to 10 in Chinese.
It was a funny story at first, until you realise that I had no way of understanding that the pressure and expectation to behave a certain way was racism.
I am British. I was born here. I was 5. Being told I did not belong. I have felt like an alien my whole life.

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